Why Addict
destroyed by myself to focus
Drinking up liquor, smoking, Am I cursed ?
I should be writing a suicidal note but I’m not
and my feelings are just my perspective
that even a detective couldn't solve, its a lot
Today, I don’t feel.
I’m in pain
I know when im done shedding my salt water until my eyes can’t open in the morning,
the only option I have is to cry again
because I know this is only for a moment
until you get up, refresh you mind then start again
And again and again and again and again until you forget how not to understand
the realm we are in
numb is excepting defeat and not gaining knowledge for what you know……
Masks come off after realizing that nothing last forever
just like the weather in Florida, a friend or a foe
What a lesson, what a blessing huh?…..
no longer able to only feel….but understand….
we are not addicted to a temporary forever
we are addicted to the warm blankets in the cold blizzard snow
talk about it
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